It's been a year since I started working and things have changed dramatically. Sometimes when I take a deep breath and look back, I couldn't help but start to reminisce about past. The past, the innocent days, the romance and the laughters. Everything was once so pretty but fragile. They started to fade as time goes by and become bits and pieces hiding peacefully in the memory. As I grow older and proceed with what life has to offer, those bits and pieces will be carried with me to my future journey. They represent my past and who I am today.  Once in a while, they bring tears and smile to my face. It's all natural, we are all human beings. But nothing is so serious anymore. We can only look forward to the future, the unknowns.  It's good to have some interesting and crazy past. It only makes you a more interesting and experienced person. So why so serious? Life is still beautiful and full of advantures to explore.

 

So I am going to leave this current job soon. I just felt like I needed a change and needed some time to think through what I really want in life. I am not denying that I fear of change, but who doesn't? The outcome of change might outweighs the fear of change, that's why I feel like the change is needed at this point. When I leave this place, I might start to miss it soon and my coworkers. They've only been nice and friendly to me. Just, this job is not really what I wanted to do. With all that said, I have to pack up and go, not looking back. Sometimes, we just need to be brave to move on.